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Damn! Such good weather today...
and I'm sooooo sick of this sight!
...But maybe it's time to get working...
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| 6:09pm
back from the jog through my childhood memories
ive come to many realisations.
once i stepped into the park, everything seemed so simple,
so... carefree.
there were children, having fun on the slides and monkey bars,
there were puppies playing "it", chasing after each other.
and there was me,
lying on the fresh green grass of spring,
a gentle breeze brushing against my skin,
i have not those terrible pop, rock, or whatever rap music injected into my ears
i could only hear the pleasant songs of birds.
as i was jogging home, i saw a 350z,
surprisingly i felt disgusted at people who bought nice cars,
i could not believe how corrupted we have become
what happened to our innocent times?
when no one care about who had better cars or clothes
and no one care about who had an IPOD.
today the society is blinded by the ever progressing technology
no remembers how we used to be able to live without
a COMPUTER
a MOBILE PHONE
or an IPOD...
back then all we had were our bikes, lizards and the rest of nature.
we still had fun then didnt we?
why do we need those ipod and those celicas?
what the hell is wrong with us?
although tomorrow was just another day,
deep in my heart, i knew that it wasn't
i didn't want to leave the park
but i saw that the sun was lowering towards the horizon
and time will not wait for me.
parrots, lorikeets and swallows
all were flying everywhere around me.
it was a pain to leave,
because leaving the park was just like
leaving my childhood
leaving the wonderful unspoiled place
leaving my innocence
and finally stepping onto the rest of my life
as i am typing this i can feel that my younger self is fading away,
when i look at the mirror i no longer see the face that i recognise
arghhh im aging!!
I used to be able to laugh at adults because we didnt have to worry about aging when we were kids... lol
oh well it's time to move on.
time to focus.
time to cane this hsc.
good bye my friend...
thank you for being part of my life.
you are the best thing that happened to me..
and i will never ever forget you...
Good bye childhood... | | |
| a journey ends then another begins..
however noob i am at blogging,
however dodgy my english here may be,
i am still going to write this down because i want to remember this day 
right not it's 4:04.. that means there i have less than 8 hours of childhood left
(well i dont really seem like a child anymore anyway..)
before i step into the world of responsibilities, where the society does not treat you concessionally like you used to be.
Looking out of my bedroom window,
i remembered the time when i used to look out of that window whenever i was bored.
I looked at everything,
moving of not,
and somehow even dead leaves and fallen branches drew interest in me.
Then I remembered how life used to be.
When we lived here 9 years ago,
my dad was studying law at usyd,
so we had plenty of family time together.
Nearly everyday afternoon,
we bike ride to the local baseball park,
all three of us, me, my brother and my dad.
We spent most of the time playing soccer and cricket,
but what I loved doing most was just lie there in the middle of the cricket pitch and stare at the sky as the sun sets... such a beautiful sight...
the beautiful sights would just take away all the stresses in life
(not that I have many at the time anyway)
and would just free my mind from any physical restrains
to me, it seems like this is the best feeling that anyone can experience.
haha i tried to convince a few of my friends how nice it was to lie under the sky and just let your mind wonder, but none of them knew how to appreciate  lol
People always say that im so different,
because I am the only kid who wanted to stay as a child,
forever,
when everyone else cant wait to grow up! haha
18 years... these 18 years are well spent.
yes, there are ups and downs in my life,
infact, in everyone's life.
But i feel that these 18 years have not gone to waste.
i've been to 11 schools and 9 or more countries.
every minute every beat i cherish.
so many things happened in this mere 18 years of life
i loved my family trip to hokkaido, hawaii... etc.
my list can go on a lot longer if i want it to.
Writing this entry had made me realise that i am nothing without my family and friends
it had been my friends and most importantly my family that made me who i am today.
Thanks guys... i dont normally say this but I love you all.
I love you friends
I love you family.
and I love life...
Thank the Lord...
It is now 4:55pm haha
writing this took nearly an hour!
well actually i took time to eat my lasagne! hehe
Anyway, it is time for me to jog down to the park watch the sun set  Cya!
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| Converse All Star The Wade
Yessss! On Thursday I finally got my hands on 'The Wade', they're sooo cool  lol!
wore them on Friday night's match for the first time. We lost by one point because my team arrived lated -___- by 8 mins so we started off 8-0! now thats was crap  we would of won by 7 points lol... o well...
Lol i think it's got to be one of my favourite shoe of all time! | | |
| July and August Desktops
Yes, I am bored.
So I made all these random desktops HAHAHA~
Did it take long? Nope, not really.. each only took me about an hour to make haha!
Here they are:
(click images to enlarge)
1.
 It's Snowing... (14/7/2006). This is my first theme... Yeahhhh It's gayy!!
2.
 Ultra Blue (3/8/2006) . This is the first Real theme i made. I really like it!
3.
 Fantastic (6/8/2006) : hahahha get it? I know it's lame but still haha!
4.
  Futuristic (13/8/2006) : haha I started this just a few days ago and added a few finishing touches today..
All my themes are basically minimalistic. I love clean and simple things HAHA... oooo yeah peoples can you please RATE THEM out of 10? and tell me why you like them? ahhaah thanks and if you have a reasonably good computer I can try and make a suite for you. | | |
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